Chapter 2 â No Heartbeat

Chapter 2 â No Heartbeat
The hospital lights blurred above Claire as doctors rushed her through the emergency department.
Voices surrounded her.
âBlood pressure is dropping.â
âPossible placental abruption.â
âPrepare the operating room.â
âFetal heart rate?â
A nurse moved the monitor across Claireâs stomach.
Nothing.
The nurse adjusted the sensor.
Still nothing.
Claire grabbed her wrist.
âFind her.â
âWeâre trying.â
âFind my baby.â
The nurse looked toward the doctor.
That look told Claire more than words could.
âNo,â Claire said. âDonât look at him. Look at me.â
The doctor leaned closer.
âClaire, we need to move quickly.â
âIs she alive?â
âWe need to operate.â
âThat isnât an answer.â
The mask came down over her face.
Claire fought it.
âTell me!â
The anesthesiologist held her shoulders gently.
âBreathe.â
âMy daughterââ
âClaire, breathe.â
The room faded.
When she woke, everything was quiet.
Too quiet.
No crying baby.
No nurses rushing.
No tiny bassinet beside the bed.
Just a pale gray morning pressing against the hospital window.
Her abdomen felt empty.
A surgeon entered.
He removed his cap and sat beside her.
Claire already knew.
Still, she asked.
âWhere is she?â
His expression softened.
âIâm very sorry.â
Claire stared at him.
âNo.â
âThe trauma caused a severe placental separation.â
âNo.â
âWe couldnât restore her heartbeat.â
Claire turned toward the wall.
The surgeon continued speaking, but the words became distant.
âShe was delivered at 3:17 a.m.â
Delivered.
Such a gentle word for something so violent.
âDid she suffer?â Claire whispered.
The doctor paused.
âWe donât believe so.â
Claire closed her eyes.
For months, she had imagined holding her daughter.
She had chosen the name Ava.
She had folded tiny clothes into a white dresser.
She had painted one wall of the nursery a pale shade of yellow because Ethan said pink was too obvious.
Now there would be no nursery.
No first cry.
No tiny fingers around hers.
Only silence.
The door opened several hours later.
Ethan walked in wearing yesterdayâs clothes.
His shirt was wrinkled.
A dark stain marked his cuff.
Claire looked at it.
Her blood.
He stood near the foot of the bed.
âHow are you feeling?â
She stared at him.
âHow am I feeling?â
He exhaled.
âI didnât know what else to say.â
âYou could say her name.â
His jaw tightened.
âClaireâŠâ
âSay it.â
He looked away.
âShe didnât even have a legal name yet.â
Claireâs eyes filled with tears.
âHer name was Ava.â
He swallowed.
âIâm sorry.â
âFor what?â
He didnât answer.
âFor dragging me?â
His face hardened.
âYou pushed my mother.â
âShe slapped me.â
âYou know how she is.â
Claire laughed once.
The sound broke in the middle.
âYes. I know exactly how she is.â
Ethan stepped closer.
âThe doctor said complications can happen.â
Claireâs grief changed shape.
It became sharp.
âYou think this was a complication?â
âI think blaming each other wonât bring her back.â
âYou killed her.â
His face went pale.
âDonât say that.â
âYou dragged a pregnant woman across the floor.â
âYou were screaming.â
âI was begging you to stop.â
âYou made everything worse.â
Claire stared at him.
There it was.
The truth of Ethan Caldwell.
He could destroy her body and still find a way to blame her for the mess.
The door opened again.
Margaret entered carrying white roses.
She wore a black wool coat and perfect makeup.
âEthan,â she said softly. âGive us a moment.â
Claire sat straighter.
âNo.â
Margaret placed the flowers beside the bed.
âDear, you need rest.â
âGet out.â
Margaret sighed.
âYouâre emotional.â
âMy daughter is dead.â
Margaret adjusted one of the flowers.
âStress is dangerous during pregnancy.â
Claire stared at her.
Then she understood.
Margaret wasnât confused.
She was cruel on purpose.
âYou killed her.â
Margaret looked at Ethan.
âLeave us.â
He hesitated.
âMomââ
âNow.â
Ethan walked out.
Claire watched the door close.
Margaret stepped closer to the bed.
âYou need to think carefully about what you tell the police.â
Claireâs hand tightened around the blanket.
âI already told them.â
Margaretâs smile disappeared.
âYou were in shock.â
âI told them Ethan dragged me by the hair.â
âYou fell.â
âHe hit me.â
âYou lost your balance.â
âHe killed Ava.â
Margaret leaned close enough for Claire to smell her perfume.
âNo.â
Her voice was almost gentle.
âYou failed to protect her.â
The words struck harder than the table.
Claireâs body shook.
Margaret smiled again.
âYou will sign a statement correcting your accusation. Then we will tell everyone you suffered a tragic accident.â
âAnd if I donât?â
Margaret looked toward the door.
âYour father lives alone, doesnât he?â
Claire stopped breathing.
âYour younger sister drives home late from the hospital.â
Claireâs eyes narrowed.
âAre you threatening them?â
âI am reminding you that families survive by protecting one another.â
âYou mean your family.â
Margaret picked up her purse.
âThink about it.â
She moved toward the door.
Then Claire said,
âI know about the shell companies.â
Margaret froze.
Claire watched her shoulders stiffen.
âThe fake consulting firms,â Claire continued. âThe inflated invoices. The money moving through offshore accounts.â
Margaret turned slowly.
For the first time, fear crossed her face.
Only for a second.
Then it vanished.
âYou have no idea what youâre talking about.â
âI worked forensic accounting for six years.â
âYou havenât worked in years.â
âI never stopped looking.â
Margaret stared at her.
Claire saw the calculation begin behind her eyes.
âHow much do you have?â
âEnough.â
âWhere is it?â
Claire leaned back against the pillow.
âSomewhere youâll never reach.â
Margaret left without another word.
Claire waited until the door closed.
Then she reached for the hospital phone.
Her attorney answered on the third ring.
âDaniel Shaw.â
âItâs Claire.â
âClaire? What happened?â
She looked at the white roses.
At the blood still trapped beneath her fingernails.
At the empty space beside her bed.
âOpen the vault.â
Silence.
Danielâs voice lowered.
âAre you sure?â
âThey took Ava from me.â
May you like
Claireâs tears finally fell.
âNow Iâm taking everything from them.â