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Chapter 20 - A House With an Open Door

On Lily's fourth birthday, Rosa rented a room at the community center for a small party. Paper stars hung from the ceiling. Maribel made a lopsided cake, and Teresa arrived with flowers she'd grown on her balcony.

Alessandro came carrying a book wrapped in plain brown paper. He was eight minutes early, which Rosa had learned was his way of trying not to disappoint a child.

"No giant teddy bear?" Maribel teased.

"The instructions were one book," he said. "I can follow instructions now."

"We will test that theory," Rosa replied.

Lily tore off the paper and examined the cover. "Bear!"

"A different bear," Alessandro said. "This one makes soup."

"You do voice?"

"A terrible one."

"Good."

They read while the other children played. When Lily got distracted by balloons, Alessandro waited.

Later Rosa found him folding chairs beside Bruno, who had retired from the estate the previous month.

"You don't have to do that," she said.

"I know."

"That sounds familiar."

"I remember." He set the last chair against the wall. "Rosa, there's something I want to say, and you can tell me it's too late."

She folded her arms, but her face was open.

"I loved the idea of protecting people because it made me important," he said. "I didn't understand that loving somebody sometimes means letting them choose a door you can't follow them through."

"You have followed a few of them anyway."

"I have. I'm sorry."

"I believe you. That doesn't mean every part of this is fixed."

"I know. I still want to be here for the parts that take time."

Rosa glanced at Lily, who had climbed into Maribel's lap and was singing the wrong words to a birthday song. "Then keep showing up. That's all she needs from you today."

As the guests left, Lily reached into Rosa's purse for a small cloth pouch. Rosa had put the gold button there months before, safely out of reach. Lily pointed at it, then at Alessandro.

"Pretty sun," she said. "Remember?"

"I remember," he replied.

"You gave it back."

"You offered it first."

She smiled. "You my bear man. And my daddy?"

Rosa felt her throat tighten. She had explained who he was slowly, using words Lily understood, and never made her choose what to call him.

"If that's what you want," Alessandro said. "I'll answer to both."

Lily took one of his hands and one of Rosa's. "Come home. We have cake more."

Rosa met his eyes. She offered no wedding or sweeping promises. Only an ordinary evening.

"You can stay for leftovers," she said. "But you're washing the dishes."

"Gladly."

In the small kitchen that night, Lily fell asleep with Bun tucked beneath her chin. The gold button rested in its closed pouch on a high shelf. Alessandro washed plates while Rosa dried them, and neither tried to fill the comfortable silence with a promise too large to keep.

The old estate had held four stories of marble and fear. This apartment held a secondhand table, a crooked birthday crown, and a door Rosa could open or close herself.

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When Alessandro finished the last dish, he waited for her to decide whether he should stay for tea.

She put the kettle on.

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