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Chapter 4 - What Isabelle Was Planning

 

 

He had not left the property.

One of the men at the gate saw Sebastian walking the south garden path without a coat at eight forty-three. The coat I thought was missing had been hanging in the mudroom, not the west-wing closet.

That was the first lesson of the night.

Fear could make evidence out of ordinary things.

I needed to remember that.

I put two men outside the main doors anyway.

Then I went upstairs and found Grace sitting on the floor outside Isabelle's old bedroom with her back against the wall.

"They're asleep," she said.

"All three?"

"Nora is pretending."

From behind the closed door came the faint scrape of a bedsheet.

I sat across from Grace on the opposite wall.

"Why did they talk to you?"

She folded her hands in her lap.

"I don't know."

"That's not useful."

"It's also true."

I rubbed my face.

"Sorry."

She looked at me as if apologies were rare objects in this house.

She was not wrong.

"They didn't start with words," she said. "Nora started humming about three weeks ago when we folded laundry. Sophie tapped rhythms with spoons. Olivia would mouth words when she thought nobody could see."

"Three weeks?"

"Yes."

"Why wasn't I told?"

"Because every time somebody in this house notices progress, it becomes a project."

I stared at her.

"Explain."

"Mrs. Donnelly sees Sophie smile, she calls the therapist. A therapist hears Nora hum, everybody gathers around and asks if she can do it again. You hear Olivia make a sound, you cancel meetings and bring in another specialist. They're children, Mr. Romano. Not a locked safe."

The words should have made me angry.

Instead I pictured myself sitting at the end of Olivia's bed with Dr. Feldman on speakerphone because she had coughed in a way that sounded almost like a word.

I had called it hope.

Maybe to her it had felt like surveillance.

"Dominic," I said.

Grace frowned.

"If you're going to tell me I'm failing as a father, use my first name."

"I wasn't going to tell you that."

"You were thinking it."

"I was thinking you're scared."

I looked at the carpet.

"That too."

The door opened two inches.

Nora's face appeared in the gap.

Grace smiled but did not speak.

Nora opened the door wider and padded across the hallway in bare feet.

She climbed into Grace's lap.

I tried not to let that hurt.

Then Nora reached one hand toward me.

I moved slowly.

She placed two fingers around mine.

We sat that way until she fell asleep.

At dawn, I called Isabelle's older sister Claire.

Claire Bennett had disliked me since the day Isabelle brought me to her parents' house in Connecticut and introduced me as the man she was going to marry. She disliked my business, my friends, the men at my wedding who watched doors instead of dancing, and the fact that her sister had learned to recognize the sound of different guns before she turned thirty.

After the murder, dislike became something colder.

She answered with a hoarse hello.

"It's Dominic."

"I know."

"I need to ask you something about Isabelle."

"You always did wait until you needed something."

I let that pass.

"Was she planning to leave me?"

Silence.

Then a small sound that might have been a laugh.

"You finally found out."

I closed my eyes.

"How long?"

"Planning? Maybe two months. Thinking about it? Years."

"Where was she going?"

"Here. At first. Then she was looking at a rental in Westport."

"With the girls."

"Obviously."

I walked into Isabelle's dressing room while we spoke. I had not changed anything in fourteen months. Her perfume bottles still stood on the vanity. A cream sweater hung over the back of a chair.

"Why didn't she tell me?"

Claire's voice sharpened.

"Because every conversation with you turned into a negotiation, Dominic. Because you could make a person feel unreasonable for wanting something you didn't want. Because she knew if she told you too early, you would promise to change just enough to keep her there."

I sat on the edge of the bed.

"Did she tell Sebastian?"

Claire did not answer.

My heart started beating harder.

"Claire."

"She called me the night before she died."

"What did she say?"

"She said Sebastian had figured it out. He saw boxes in the garage. He asked one of the drivers why she wanted a car Thursday morning."

"She was leaving Thursday?"

"Yes."

Wednesday morning she died.

I stared at the rug under my shoes.

"What happened between them?"

"She wouldn't give me details. She just said he was angry."

"At her?"

"At the idea. She said he kept talking about family. What it would do to you. What it would look like. What people would think if your wife walked out with your children."

I could hear my own pulse.

"Did she sound afraid?"

Claire paused.

"She sounded tired."

That answer hurt more.

"She said something else," Claire continued. "I didn't think much of it then."

"What?"

"She said, 'Sebastian acts like Dominic's life belongs to all of them.'"

I stood so quickly the mattress lifted behind me.

"Why didn't you tell the police?"

"I did."

The room tilted.

"What?"

"I told Detective Reyes. I told her Isabelle was leaving you and that Sebastian knew."

"Nobody told me."

"Maybe because you stopped cooperating after day two. Maybe because your attorney spoke for you. Maybe because you were busy beating half of Long Island for an answer you had already decided on."

I gripped the phone.

"Claire—"

"No. You called me. You get to hear it."

Her breathing was ragged now.

"Isabelle loved you. That was the problem. She kept believing love could make a dangerous life less dangerous. Then she started looking at the girls and realized love was not a security plan."

I had no defense that did not sound pathetic.

So I did not offer one.

"Do you have anything of hers from that week?"

Claire went quiet again.

"A suitcase."

"What suitcase?"

"She had me keep one. Clothes for the girls. Copies of birth certificates. A few things she didn't want you to notice missing."

"Bring it."

"No."

"Claire—"

"I'm not walking into that house while Sebastian is there."

I looked toward the west wing.

"Then tell me where to meet you."

We agreed on a diner off the Northern State Parkway at ten.

When I came downstairs, Sebastian was standing in the foyer wearing a charcoal coat and leather gloves.

"Going somewhere?" he asked.

"Coffee."

"At seven in the morning?"

"That's when people drink it."

His eyes stayed on me.

"You call Reyes?"

I did not answer.

His face told me he already knew.

"She called me," he said. "Asked me not to leave Nassau County."

He smiled without humor.

"Your own brother."

I opened the front door.

May you like

"My own wife."

That erased the smile.

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