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Chapter 2 - Nobody Gets to Buy This

 

 

Daniel walked into the hallway with the phone pressed to his ear.

The door had barely closed before Elias said, "I owe you an apology."

I laughed once, which hurt enough to make me grab the blanket over my stomach.

"That's going to need to be more specific."

He took the chair near the bassinet instead of the one beside my bed. It felt deliberate, as though he understood that sitting too close would make the room feel smaller.

"The marriage," he said. "The way it was arranged. The way I presented it as a solution instead of what it was: pressure."

"My father said yes. Graham said yes. I said yes."

"That doesn't make the pressure disappear."

Owen made a tiny sound in his sleep.

Elias looked down at him.

"I told myself everyone had choices. That's how men like me sleep at night. We describe the choices and leave out the cost of refusing them."

I studied him.

This wasn't the Elias Ashford I knew from Christmas dinners and charity galas. That man spoke in polished sentences and never seemed to finish a meal because someone always needed his attention.

This man looked tired.

"Are you here to stop the divorce?" I asked.

"No."

The answer came quickly enough to surprise me.

"Are you here to make Graham come back?"

"No."

"Good."

He nodded.

"I don't want him back."

"I heard you."

"I mean it."

"Claire, I believed you the first time."

That shut me up.

The door opened again. Daniel returned, phone in hand.

"Graham is on his way."

My whole body tightened.

"No."

Daniel stopped.

Elias did too.

I pushed myself higher against the pillows and immediately regretted it. A hot line of pain pulled across my abdomen. I waited for it to pass.

"I don't want him here because you ordered him here."

"I didn't order him," Elias said.

Daniel cleared his throat.

Elias glanced at him. "Did you?"

"I may have said this was becoming a family problem."

"Daniel."

"He was already upset."

"About what?" I asked.

Daniel hesitated.

"About you naming the baby Mercer."

For one full second, nobody moved.

Then I looked at Owen.

"He didn't want to meet him, but he has opinions about his last name?"

Daniel's jaw flexed.

"I'm telling you what he said, not defending it."

I reached for the water cup on my tray. My hand shook from weakness. Elias stood automatically, then stopped himself and waited.

I hated that I noticed.

"Tell Graham not to come," I said.

"Claire-"

"If he wants to see Owen, he can ask me himself. Not you. Not his grandfather. Me."

Daniel nodded once.

"That's fair."

"And take these papers."

I pushed the leather folder toward him.

"I won't sign them today."

"You don't have to."

"I won't sign anything until my own lawyer reads it."

Daniel's expression changed slightly, almost with relief.

"You should have your own lawyer."

"Was that in the speech Graham gave you before sending you here?"

"No."

"Then maybe you should have led with it."

He accepted that without argument.

The nurse came in to check my blood pressure. While she worked, Elias stood by the window, staring down at the traffic on Michigan Avenue. Daniel stepped outside again to call Graham.

My nurse, Marisol, gave Elias a look sharp enough to cut glass.

"Family?" she asked me.

"Complicated."

"That's not a medical category."

"It should be."

She checked the IV line.

"Your hemoglobin is still low. You're not going anywhere today, no matter what anybody with a nice coat says."

Elias turned from the window.

"I have no intention of moving her."

Marisol looked him up and down.

"Good answer."

After she left, I finally let my head fall back against the pillow.

"Where's my father?" I asked.

Elias looked uncomfortable.

"Henry is on his way."

"You called him?"

"The hospital called the emergency contact on file when your condition worsened. I called him afterward."

My stomach tightened for a different reason.

My father had been in Detroit visiting a supplier. He would arrive terrified, guilty, and furious, probably in that order.

He would also try to fix everything.

The men in my life loved solutions.

They were less talented with aftermath.

Owen stirred and began to cry.

I reached for him, but my arms felt heavy.

Elias half rose.

"Can I help?"

I almost said no out of instinct.

Then Owen's cry sharpened.

"Support his head."

Elias moved with surprising care. He lifted Owen and brought him to me, one broad hand cupping the back of his tiny skull.

"Like this?"

"Yes."

He settled Owen against my chest.

My son quieted almost immediately.

Elias stared at him.

"Graham was this size."

I looked up.

"You remember?"

"I remember his mother handing him to me and saying, 'Don't drop him, Elias. He's the only good decision your son has made this year.'"

"Your son?"

Elias's mouth tightened.

"Graham's father, Richard. He left when Graham was nine."

I knew Richard Ashford lived in California and appeared in family photographs like an expensive guest. I hadn't known the timeline.

"Graham never talks about him."

"No."

"And now Graham is doing the same thing."

Elias looked at Owen.

"That's why I am trying very hard not to make this about my anger."

The door opened.

My father came in so fast he nearly collided with Daniel.

"Claire."

Henry Mercer looked ten years older than he had two days ago. His tie was crooked. His hair, usually combed back neatly, was flattened on one side from the drive.

He reached my bed and stopped when he saw Owen.

His face collapsed.

"Oh, sweetheart."

I had not cried when Graham asked me to disappear.

I had not cried when my blood pressure crashed.

I had not cried when Elias apologized.

But when my father touched my hair and whispered, "I'm sorry I wasn't here," something in me broke.

I cried so hard that Marisol returned and threatened to throw everyone out.

Later, when the room was quiet again, Dad sat beside me with Owen sleeping on his chest.

"Come home," he said. "When they discharge you, come home with me."

"To the Lake Forest house?"

"Yes. Your room is still there. We'll hire a night nurse. You won't lift a finger."

I looked at the man who had once told me marrying Graham was the only way to save three hundred and eighteen jobs.

"No."

Dad blinked.

"Claire, you're recovering from a hemorrhage."

"I know."

"You need help."

"I do."

"Then why are you saying no?"

Because I suddenly understood that if I went from Graham's house to my father's house, from one powerful family's plan to another, nothing important would change.

"Because I need help," I said, "not another life somebody else designed for me."

Dad looked wounded.

Elias looked at the floor.

My phone vibrated on the bedside table.

A message from Graham.

I stared at it for several seconds before opening it.

I want to see him. Not because Grandfather told me to. Can I come tonight?

I read the message twice.

Then a third time.

May you like

My thumb hovered over the screen.

 

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